Thursday, January 14, 2010

Project Me 2010

I saw that a bloggy friend, Heidi, was doing Project Me and I knew it was something I wanted to and needed to do. However after I got thinking about it I have no idea where to start since so much of my life revolves around the kids. Of course getting healthier and back into shape is going to be top on my list. I want to lose 20 lbs and just be healthier. We were supposed to go to the local YMCA today to join but I got a bad case of laryngitis and am just not into trying to scream at someone to sign us all up, so that is put off for another day.

My biggest project is to just be true to 'me'. Be more independent. To not worry about what others think of me. Know that I am a good Mom, I just have to trust myself more. Be comforted by the fact that I have a husband will support me no matter what, even if I'm wrong and who thinks that I'm beautiful no matter what.

This actually brings me to something that I've been thinking about a lot lately, getting another tattoo. I was never "in to" tattoos, and seriously never thought that I would ever get one. I love the way my first one makes me feel, I love the way that it looks and just like having it there. The tattoo I'm debating on getting will be very visible if I am wearing a tank top or bathing suit and that's what I'm struggling with. I don't want people to judge me but that's one of the things that I'm trying to get past...

1 comment:

Kiley Anderson said...

This is so strange - I was just thinking today about how badly I want another tattoo - I have been wanting another one for almost 2 years now. I love the one I have and I love the way it makes me feel! I have two designs in mind that I want but cannot figure out where I want to get them. I too am worried about what people may think but I want another one SO badly!!!

I love the idea of your Project Me.. it's hard to not lose sight of ourselves when we get wrapped up in our mommy worlds!